Boring Day..

Hey peeps..

Today was a boring day.. NDP was boring.. Not that exciting.. Then to liven up the environment.. Some of the hyperactives near the railings started to try doing the Kallang Wave which did manage somehow manage to go one round after many tries.. So yeah.. Then headed back classroom for this some sort of history video 'bout Singapore in the 20th Century.. 1938 to be exact.. Then had to do this reflection on whether wanna live then or live in our current 21th Century.. Of course choose this century.. This century so easily can do so many things.. But I was busy listening to the Morning Express on Class95 rather than listening to the video.. Then I got to learn this fact for ladies.. 'The average bra is designed to last for 180 days..' This was what the DJ said.. Don't know how true is it.. But I think is a interesting fact for everyone?? Or maybe not.. LOL.. Thats up to you to decide..

So after the NDP thing which was supposed to end at 10 but ended up at 1015 or 1030.. Then went to the canteen to met my mum who was one of the judges for the other secondary level for the Singapore Icon or something.. Chatted for awhile then she left for home while I stayed in school for DNT.. Anyways.. I recently spotted this NIE teacher (I suppose). Quite pretty! LOL.. I better not continue.. If not it might go out of point.. So then went for DNT.. Did SOLIDWORKS for the few hours there.. There was Jiajun, Isaac, Weehan, JingCong, Me and some other girls that I forgot who were there to do also.. Jiajun left around 3.. Only left Me, Isaac, Weehan and JingCong there to continue.. SOLIDWORKS is a *****.. I manage to assemble all my parts together already.. Then I wanted to try to put colour on it to render.. The supposed colour was blue.. It came out grey!! It was so WTF I almost thrashed the laptop.. So.. We did until about 5.30pm or so then we left the school to eat.. Then after dinner came home.. Bath.. Napped and Here posting..

So anyways.. Heres the thoughts for today..
Today I thought it might go abit well.. But I guess it didn't become as special as I thought it would.. Glad to see that you are completing your artefact soon.. SOLIDWORKS shouldn't be a problem with you since you have so many other people you can rely on to help you with it.. Maybe something went wrong thats why you rejected my offer to help or you'd rather someone else that you know better to help you with it.. Not something that I will feel jealous with but just feel a lil' saddened that you wouldn't want my help.. Its fine anyways.. Its probably because of me.. I thought that since we can't make anything out from this friendship.. I thought of keeping our friendship as the way it is now.. But I guess.. Its beyond repair? I hope not.. As I would really still like to keep the friendship.. But I think that given our current situation.. It would really seem awkward to return things back to how they were.. I think I know that the fact that I like you alot wouldn't seem to be affecting you much either.. But its affecting me quite alot.. I feel that I should really start to extinguish this flame that I have in my heart for you before it becomes into something that is much worst.. I think these are just gonna be the things that is our secondary school memories?? I guess you and I just weren't meant to be?? Or have I always been sensitive about such stuff?? Extinguishing this flame won't be easy and its gonna be a long process.. Even my best friend has heard this stupid reason over and over again that he just wanna stuff his socks in my mouth already.. Its gonna be a long process as its not gonna be easy letting go of the baggage that I have already carried for a year and seven months.. But still I'm gonna try.. Its better for the both of us this way...

P.S. Byebye..