Loving someone..

LOL.. I think I thought of a topic to write/talk/say about when I was having a random thought about a encounter I had during my sec3-sec4 life.. Haha...

Once upon a time.. A boy fell deeply in the river of love with a girl he thought he would never like at all.. He didn't realise that when he said this sentence to her best friend.. He would be making a big mistake.. As time goes by.. A misunderstand caused the girl to talk to this boy.. Constantly teasing him.. Because she thought that this boy wanted her sister's number.. Slowly.. They chatted for awhile.. The boy didn't realise that.. He was going down a road that was gonna be filled with fun and joy but also filled with pain and agony.. At the beginning.. He thought it was gonna be the best love story he could ever have if she ever thought of the same way as he was.. But he didn't realise that the girl's personality was one that would treat her friends very nicely.. He was just simply too naive and too simple-minded.. Once.. He was very upset over his dog's death.. A day or two after he posted on his blog.. A mysterious person tagged him not to be too sad over it.. He wasn't really sure who was it.. But after he compared the style of writings/typing.. He was 75% sure that she was the girl.. She cared for him after all.. That was all that ran through in his mind..
A year passed and they both were in the Sec 4 stage of their life.. DNT was the subject they took.. He thought that this could be the time where he could spend more time with her.. Even not together.. Simply looking at her would just bring a smile to his face.. He often compared himself to the guys that always talked to her.. They were all well built.. Handsome people.. He thought to himself that.. Trying to be with her.. Was just simply a dream.. A dream that could never be achieved.. He felt that he was a clown.. Making a joke out of himself when people knew that he liked her.. He remembered.. When she went to his house for a BBQ with some of their friends.. He was ecstatic.. He thought that he would be able to leave some sort of impression in her.. There was moment when her phone rang.. The both of them took out their phone.. To his amazement.. They both used the same ringtone.. But for the opposite usage.. When she went inside the house.. She saw something.. She asked the boy if she could use it for party that she was going to have it in the school.. The boy readily accepted her request.. He pleaded with his father to lend him the spare set that he have and he took it to her the other day.. When they met with a problem with the connection of the set and he just rushed to CompassPoint just to get the part they needed and he fixed the problem..
On her birthday.. The boy spent some money on the foam flowers which he folded just to give her on her birthday.. It was during their mid-year examination.. He slept late on some nights.. It was his first time doing such a thing for a girl.. He never thought he would do such thing in his life.. Well.. Thats a first.. He just feel like doing this for her.. He never ever thought of having a gift back from her..
He gave it to her before he left school.. Well.. Now that they both have completed their O's.. They went for their prom night.. The boy dressed what he thought was sort of for a wedding dinner and just went to school with his friends.. He saw the girl.. He thought that she was very pretty.. Her beauty was something that he knew.. Was something that was just not compatible with him.. They both did not leave the school empty handed..
Till this day.. Though the boy still likes her.. But friends and circumstances has made him given up on the love he thought.. Was the love of his life.. To him.. Although it was a one-sided love.. It was a journey that thought he many lessons.. But it was a painful syllabus that he had to go through.. From now on.. He only hopes that the girl would find her own happiness and wishes that she finds a guy that would truly love her as much as she would to him.. To him.. Loving someone.. Is letting the person that you love go and find happiness and joy with someone that truly loves him/her back..
Goodbye..