Hey all...
This week can be said to be filled with both happiness and soon... Sadness... Happiness because... I managed to get my most anticiapted game, Need For Speed:Undercover and also my C905... Sadness is because my big dog, Zelig, was put to sleep today just this afternoon... The pet transport came around 2.45pm before fetching me and Zelig to the Mount Pleasant Hospital for animals... Reaching there... My dad went to register my dog for the euthanasing process... I started to feel that it was a pity for Zelig, as he was just 2 years old, and that I feel that it is my fault too as I was the one who wanted to have dogs yet I can't take care of them well... Thats where I felt that I'm a failure... Then my bro signalled me to bring Zelig to the room... Once inside... I just lost it... My tears started to flow out and minutes later, my bro too... We took some final photos with Zelig and then waited for the nurse to bring the euthanise medicine over to the room... We made him lie down... The nurse then went to his leg and then insert the jab into his leg... Then I saw him push the jab and the medicine started to go into his body... As soon as my bro asked the nurse how long would the medicine would take effect... As he replied... Zelig stopped breathing and lay there lifelessly... I started to cry again and more tears came out with each breathe I took... Me and my bro sayang Zelig on his head and pat his body... We sat there for a long time... But as I call my sister to tell her about Zelig's condition I started to cry again... It was simply too overwhelming for me to stop thinking about it... As he lay there... I just couldn't stop crying... After that we left him alone in the room as the nurse said that they will carry him and put him somewhere... His cremation will be done on the 26th... Every time I just think of him lying at my leg... I just feel like crying... I still remember him shaking my brother's hand and my hand... It was a goodbye handshake... Its a damn sad day... I'm so gonna miss him... He will forever be in our hearts.
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