Friday, November 21, 2008

Good News and Bad News... ; Tribute to Zelig =)






Hey all...

This week can be said to be filled with both happiness and soon... Sadness... Happiness because... I managed to get my most anticiapted game, Need For Speed:Undercover and also my C905... Sadness is because my big dog, Zelig, was put to sleep today just this afternoon... The pet transport came around 2.45pm before fetching me and Zelig to the Mount Pleasant Hospital for animals... Reaching there... My dad went to register my dog for the euthanasing process... I started to feel that it was a pity for Zelig, as he was just 2 years old, and that I feel that it is my fault too as I was the one who wanted to have dogs yet I can't take care of them well... Thats where I felt that I'm a failure... Then my bro signalled me to bring Zelig to the room... Once inside... I just lost it... My tears started to flow out and minutes later, my bro too... We took some final photos with Zelig and then waited for the nurse to bring the euthanise medicine over to the room... We made him lie down... The nurse then went to his leg and then insert the jab into his leg... Then I saw him push the jab and the medicine started to go into his body... As soon as my bro asked the nurse how long would the medicine would take effect... As he replied... Zelig stopped breathing and lay there lifelessly... I started to cry again and more tears came out with each breathe I took... Me and my bro sayang Zelig on his head and pat his body... We sat there for a long time... But as I call my sister to tell her about Zelig's condition I started to cry again... It was simply too overwhelming for me to stop thinking about it... As he lay there... I just couldn't stop crying... After that we left him alone in the room as the nurse said that they will carry him and put him somewhere... His cremation will be done on the 26th... Every time I just think of him lying at my leg... I just feel like crying... I still remember him shaking my brother's hand and my hand... It was a goodbye handshake... Its a damn sad day... I'm so gonna miss him... He will forever be in our hearts.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Nice week...

Hey all... I think I try to summarise what happened this week... Getting too lazy to type long post... Okay... So basically... The first 3 days I went to work with my brother to my parent's office... Then I go there to help with whatever micellaneous stuffs they have there and just slack around... Then for the first time in my LIFE... I ate Carl's Junior... Haha... Its expensive... Its big... Its juicy and its SUPERB!!! Its a nice experience... Haha... 2nd to Billy Bombers, B-52!!! Then today was this only day I didn't go for work... But today is a good day because my Ah-Gong is discharged from hospital!!! Hoorays!!! And recuperating at his own home... Which is a good thing la... Hope he faster regain his ability to talk again... Miss his voice very much... Then... I managed to get the Smackdown Vs Raw 2009 when I was visiting the game shop, Funzcentre, at AMK Hub... The stock just arrived... How lucky I was... So I'm becoming very addicted to this game and I will just start to whack whichever Superstar which I dislike on the actual show itself on TV... Haha.. Kinda dumb but it helps to make me happier... Isn't it good to make yourself happy? Haha... But sounds a lil' saddistic too... Okay.. Think I'm gonna stop here if not its gonna be another long one... LOLs... Tatas~

Monday, November 10, 2008

Back from OBS!

Hey guys!! I am back and I am burnt!!..
So this post would mainly be about what I did in OBS.. I feel very lucky to be able to attend this camp and complete it...( I will try to remember as much as I could....)



DAY ONE!
We arrived at Punggol Jetty and stayed there for about 2 hours before leaving... Actually I at first thought I cannot attend the camp because of some admin stuffs... But in the end still cleared... Wheew... So up the boat we go and went to OBS Main Camp at Pulau Ubin. Put down our bags and started to play ice-breaker games... Our instructor was Naf. She is a great instructor and our group only has 1 instructor unlike some others who had 2 or 3... I was in the same group as Martin, Carmen and Jin Ting.. How coincicident can it get... Then the other group members are, Jason, Kun Leng, Jing Quan, Ravi, Huzee, Zi Yu, Wan Xin, Michelle, Rachel, Sofea, Chloe and Suzie. So after lunch we had belaying... Then as I put on the harness... I realised my one had to be very tight... Then my belaying group consisted of Jason, Kun Leng and Ravi. They keep pulling very tight, then I could feel the thing crushing against the area... So we skip till the night time... We pitched our tents inside the forest about 5+ - 6+. My tent mates were Martin, Zi Yu and Ravi. We cooked dinner under the light around the Main Camp. We had rice, soup, beans, sausages and ikan billis for dinner. Then my tent mates and I slept in a spoilt tent, the mosquito net couldn't be zipped, then as it was quite hot... We kept on opening and closing the tent zip... I remember I got so hot that I placed my foot outside the tent only to wake up finding it itchy and full of bites. Haiz....

DAY TWO!
So I woke up early to mosquito bites on my feet and a cold morning. And it was 95% darkness. Martin helped to shine the torchlights on the tents so it could facilitate Zi Yu, Ravi and I to unpitch and pack the tents. So after that, we called Naf out of her tent and we went out of the forest and back to the store. After washing up, we went to have our breakfast first then we had this session called morning circle, its when the group members sit down together in a circle and reflect and pen down their thoughts inside the OBS Journal. After that, we went to the Indiana ship to do this activity, walking on planks on the top of the ship!! OMG... Its not easy, the first thing to overcome was the ladder which was tiring to move up... I was on the first ladder and I was close to reacher the platform, but I couldn't hold on anymore, then I asked to go down, but Naf kept encouraging me to continue, but my hands couldn't even hang on anymore though my mind kept trying to push forward, in the end I went down. I was quite disappointed with myself for failing this activity. My group members cheered me up and Naf talked to me about it and I felt better. Martin went up higher than me, but didn't want to climb out the platform, he came down later. After lunch, we were supposed to kayak to our next campsite. As we transported our bags, Jason's bag was missing. We went to search high and low for it... Before finding it with another group who denied holding on to our bag... Pfft... Then we had a quick lesson with Naf on kayaking. As it was my first time... My partner was Wan Xing... As soon as we sat on the boat and headed out the shallow waters to do the capsize drill... I capsized myself even before we headed that far... LOLs... Then we had a 2nd try then we passed... Poor Wan Xing had to suffer with me... Then came the actual thing... Me and Wan Xing managed to did fine for the whole thing and we landed safely at Camp 2... We moved all the kayaks and peddles into place then we went to take our heavy backpacks... And we moved to the holding area... Some of us went to pitch the tent at the flat plains... Woohs... No roots or stones... Pure flat land with grasses... After pitching tents, we had dinner... This time we had noodles and Martin and I kept dropping out noodles on to the floor. After that we went to take a shower... Then I realise I forgot to bring extra interiors... I was thinking... OMG... Same interiors for 3 days... But gotta live with that... Then after that, went to sleep...

DAY THREE!
Today was great, we were the fastest watch today and the first watch to reach the assembly area!! (Grats Nehru!) Then we had PT... It was basically Ice and Water just that you can't unfreeze the person... Around 3 rounds of this round the secured perimeter of the helicopter pad was enough to sweat alot... We then did this very special way of push-up... I cause Martin, Kelvin and Ryan not able to get up... (Sorry Guys!!) Then we went to the sheltered area. We had to do this skipping rope activity as one group... During practice... We only managed to did once but during the actual thing, we managed to do 4 and get 3rd!! WOOHS!! (Grats again to Nehru!!) I got bluffed by Martin to be OIC for the day... Then we packed up everything... Elected 4 Navigation ICs and left as the last watch for the Land Expedition... I was carrying a heavy backpack and a heavy tent... Then my legs started to felt pain, then I knew abrasion was coming... Some details I don't want to focus on... Then we trek for a very long time and made it to 2 of the 4 place attractions that we supposedly chose to go for... In any case, we reached Camp 3 a little bit late but still had strong sunlight... We splitted again into Cooking group and Pitching group... When everything was done... It was just in time for dinner... We had rice but there was sand in it... But I still ate it anyways... Me and Martin took some of Kelvin's noodle to eat as he had one big pot of it and he didn't mind us enjoying his labour... We did washing up and got ready for the Sea Expedition briefing... After the briefing, there was sentry(I don't know how to spell)duty for all 4 watches... Then it was kinda tiring and it was dark but still bright due to the moonlight... We went back to tent to sleep after calling the other Watch group to wake up...

DAY FOUR!
Woke up very very very early due to last minute changes... We were set to leave by 6+... So we were woked up around 4+... I was very tired... I shall fast forward a little... Day break, then we had this Sea rescue lesson should any of the kayaks capsizes during the Sea expedition. My abrasion was very painful due to the seawater which was helping to kill the germs... But we then later started the expedition... At first, it was very messy as they were trying to set up the formation... In the end, we just kayaked... Around an hour into the expedition(which is around 9+), we had our first capsize... Haha... It was Kelvin's kayak... He capsized while trying to catch Ryan's orange... Then after awhile, we all gathered together... Then Naf made a announcement about this girl named Huiling who has a back injury and was looking for volunteer to switch kayaks with her... Wan Xing, being her 'husband' and best friend of her, raised her hand, I then followed suit... Wan Xing was my front peddler and I was the back peddler... So to swop... I had to become the back peddler of Huiling while she became my front and Wan Xing was the back peddler and Xue Ling, Huiling's partner, became the front peddler... After that... We continued to peddle... So I kept trying to chat with Huiling and made sure she was okay with the back... Then I heard Ryan being called Ferrari... Haha... Then I decided to go and chase up with him... It wasn't easy to keep up with his pace in the first few hours... It was only during the later hours... That I was able to overtake him at times and stick with him... During the last few KMs... It was super tough for a beginner like me... The wind was against us, the waves and currents against us... Not an easy job... Then when we left we a few metres... I decided to chiong... Then I got ahead of everyone... Then Naf reminded me that I gotta wait for everyone then can continue to move on... Then I was like... Arghh... After that... The ramp for the kayaks to land couldn't have too many kayaks at one time... So we had to hold on to the Intructor's boat and help on to one another to make sure that we do not get swept away by the waves... Finale, we reached land... And I couldn't feel my legs... As the expedition lasted for 8 HOURS!!! OMG... My first kayaking experience was 8 hours... Every part of my body was aching... But it was still a fun experience... To reward us... Our instructors allowed us to do the jetty jump... Though it wasn't very high... It was still another fun experience... I jumped into the sea... Sinked for awhile... Before helping myself get up to surface as the life jacket took sometime to help me get back to surface... We then went to wash the kayaks and peddles before heading back to store to bath then we head to the canteen to have our dinner... Got 2 chicken wings on my plate thanks to the Uncle... Haha... But didn't have much appetite after finishing the chicken wings... That night, we again had to seperate ourselves into 2 groups, but this time... Its slightly different, Packing and Pitching... So Huzee, Jin Ting, Carmen and I went to pitch the tents while the rest went to packed the store... We took about 45 - 50mins to finish pitching all 4 tents... Went to the medical centre to put some cream on my abrasion and my sunburn... Then we headed back to the tents to sleep...

FINAL DAY!!
Today was the day we didn't manage to meet up on time... In the end... We had no PT but instead breakfast straightaway... After breakfast... We went to wash things that needed to be washed and did some stock check before the intructor came to check... After everything... We lost a compass, pegs bag, tent bag, broom and mop... Supposedly, we had to pay around 30 - 40+ dollars... In the end Suzie found the tent bag and the pegs bag... In the end... We paid 80cents each... Haha... We had our Priza Presentation in our own watches before heading for the briefing at the MPH... Then it was home sweet home...

I would say that OBS is really tough but being able to complete it is one of my own personal achievement... And last but not least... I wanna thank my Watchmates in Nehru and the instructors, especially Naf... And I LOVE OBS[ =) ]!!! And I'm starting to miss it...[ =( ]!!!

Saturday, November 1, 2008

The Next Day

Hey all...

Went to work again yesterday. I think if there is anymore next time that I head to the office, I should not bring my homework there... My mum would force me to do it then let me help her...

Anyways, when started to discuss the tuition topic again, I got pissed... But then, when I thought of a friend that was having tuition at Novena area, I quickly suggested to my parents to let me go there... Now is to convince them...

Haiz... A week into the holidays, and its been quite boring... This morning, I started to play SF again, it started from 12.30am, it ended at 4.30am which is like a few house ago only. Not say very tired, having a few hours of rest, I still wake up at 9+? And still quite energetice... Haha... Need to go and settle last minute stuffs by today for OBS... If not sure make things difficult for myself...

BYEs!

Things does looks different now when I thought of You...